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Trials

by Still Shadow

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1.
Life's Worth 02:38
Up against the wall pistol to your head No chump change to compensate with you dead The life you had worth those few pennies Friends never thought you somebody they envied Flushing down pissed away Your life was done nothing more to say Never had use for brains where are they now Just on the floor my friend decor for the ground A pity pitiful mind can't save face Bottled inside confined to distaste Clogged pipe dreams slept off one too many Filing down to just a single penny The penny falls through your slick grip Worthless you may be life flashed before stripped Crumbled right before your eyes oh why This world where dreams are left to die No place worth moving on Nothing to comprehend Nobody else for you to call a friend Fell to your knees your saviors won't please Everything you knew your death has seized Flushing down pissed away Your life was done nothing more to say Never had use for brains where are they now Just on the floor my friend decor for the ground A pity pitiful mind can't save face Bottled inside confined to distaste Clogged pipe dreams slept off one too many Filing down to just a single penny The penny falls through your slick grip Worthless you may be life flashed before stripped Crumbled right before your eyes oh why This world where dreams are left to die
2.
Focused on my flaws but they never improved Found a place to play full of life for you My patience ran thin let our fun begin All the while keeping hate distant With our souls so sweet and these fools at our feet Dull hanger ons like twinks on a lease Dead at my side dead at your side Let me immerse with this drugged out mind I was never going to say grace Just vapid babble spat in my face I was never going to say grace When all I had was just a small taste Now believe when I say androgyny is the way For my life to feel complete These days I've awoken these days that I seek Are met with mockery and defeat Darkness engulfed in the scorching light The sun emerges making me lose sight Several hours away we'll proceed to play Until then let this comedown stay I was never going to say grace Just vapid babble spat in my face I was never going to say grace When all I had was just a small taste Now believe when I say androgyny is the way For my life to feel complete These days I've awoken these days that I seek Are met with mockery and defeat I was never going to say grace I was never going to say grace I was never going to say grace Just vapid babble spat in my face I was never going to say grace
3.
Backwash Bay 04:22
Never letting go that one flavor Which forever lingers In the shaft of my throat Something tells me to keep returning Every now and then Just won't die Just won't die Morning rise so I can find The road to Backwash Bay Worn down feet just keep dragging While in pursuit away from nagging Countless ways I'm bound to stay But leaving is the option Can't I see what's enslaving me A voice unchanged unrelenting catastrophe I can never fake it integrity has faded Dreaming all along pretending that I made it Should've done it their way Should've done it their way Should've done it their way Should've done it their way Should've done it their way Should've done it their way Strapped down on my bed A false promise lingered in my head The beast that won't stay dead Cleanse myself before my end Repeat this routine again Embraced in the arms of my old friend sin This body serves no purpose Serves all and serves none Just won't die Just won't die Morning rise so I can find The road to Backwash Bay Worn down feet just keep dragging While in pursuit away from nagging Countless ways I'm bound to stay But leaving is the option Can't I see what's enslaving me A voice unchanged unrelenting catastrophe I can never fake it integrity has faded Dreaming all along pretending that I made it Should've done it their way Should've done it their way Should've done it their way Should've done it their way Should've done it their way Should've done it their way
4.
Heaven Left 05:23
You never came through With my body, on edge from breaking A kinder world, too much for you A sad excuse for Heaven in making Reduced to memories Bought out, like some fallen hero Stressed yet satisfied Masked your discomfort inside Facades only last so long When backed into a corner Facades only last so long Cracks seeping, Time gets shorter I'm afraid, every, everyday Cause Heaven left me without any last words to say I'm afraid, every, everyday Cause Heaven left me without any last words to say Heaven left me again Heaven left me for good this time Heaven left me again, Heaven left me again Notions lost, with these unfortunate truths Detriment opinions calm The worst offending fools Left alone again Left only memorable days Reduce yet again To this, most painful phase I'm afraid, every, everyday Cause Heaven left me without any last words to say I'm afraid, every, everyday Cause Heaven left me without any last words to say Heaven left me again Heaven left me for good this time Heaven left me again, Heaven left me again Sad excuse for Heaven in making Sad excuse for life worth taking
5.
Passage 05:07
Was I set for life in a past memory? These fragile friendships aching to decompose Haunts me, even to this day With each face inevitably disgraced A testament to sanity and hard faced truths Passing through with these stylized wounds One's I had kept under tight scrutiny Letting go of a less fulfilled purity Always crept back to me. Always creeping back Waiting until those final moments to reignite any since It's no wonder these trials set would be my undoing A thankless metamorphosis Could not let my feelings stay Lest I destroy myself When the day is over In this false world of wonder A glass smashed into my face Each waking moment Just waiting until it's over. Until it's over
6.
Necrothirst 04:10
Apparition friends seeking afterlife begins An outcome you had hoped Spared the bittersweet dances Grave life in city nights no turning back now Nothing to lose if your soul can't be found What life Your life Epitaph's misread Is it worth living if you favor the dead Stories will change but death shall remain Can't dwell on your past crimes Can't carry the pain Rotting figures rise to embrace your demise With blood satisfying their thirst A toast to loss whatever the cost Guests of honor couldn't look any worse Echoes are heard soil muffles the sound Calling your name bodies tremble the ground Hungry for more the fondled angels adored Forgetting who you were before Images you see manifest from your head Awaiting you now a veil lifted dread The wounds won't close graves remain open Sky appears to fall yet your lives offered more sin Abandoned your faith the supposed salvation Fatal fodder now delicacy amazing This night to remember yet swiftly forgot Welcome to your end pal paradise you had sought Abandoned faith abandoned faith Abandoned faith abandoned faith Rotting figures rise to embrace your demise With blood satisfying their thirst A toast to loss whatever the cost Guests of honor couldn't look any worse Echoes are heard soil muffles the sound Calling your name bodies tremble the ground Hungry for more the fondled angels adored Forgetting who you were before Abandoned faith Abandoned faith Abandoned faith Abandoned faith
7.
Fell into a sudden stupor, lost my mind at the door Made no peace or fortune Left my mark on the floor A beaten, battered ego Tossed on a bed of thorns Momma's favorite bastard, momma's first born Sinking myself deeper and deeper Succumbing to the non believers Sinking myself deeper and deeper No room for thought, or even a drop of mercy Wasn't going to break temptation Wasn't going to fill my heart A stale chip off the old block A beginning that should never start Sinking myself deeper and deeper Succumbing to the non believers Sinking myself deeper and deeper No room for thought, or even a drop of mercy The vanity impact, of what I once was Prevents me from becoming Whispers and prayers My faults weren't my own Erasing this delusion from my mind
8.
Father Skull 03:55
A trophy earned from a lifetime of desertion Contacting from beyond with hollowed eyes in searching The choice you made in life. Nothing short of confusion Redeemed yourself in other ways now Lie in death seclusion Watching over me you say Watching, nowhere else to lay Watching over me all day Watching over me you say Watching, nowhere else to lay Watching over me all day Father, so long Still had the last laugh Your grin reminds me where you stood Happened all over again? I might've cared if I could It's old news now, always had it so easy Can't feel it no how A luxury that you leave me Watching over me you say Watching, nowhere else to lay Watching over me all day Watching over me you say Watching, nowhere else to lay Watching over me all day Father, so long Wiseguy whispers, all in my head Wiseguy whispers, thoughts I've been fed Wiseguy whispers, all in my head Wiseguy whispers, since you've been dead Have your skull to hold over Times I cherish when I'm sober Have your skull to hold over Times I cherish when I'm sober Father, so long
9.
Shattered 06:33
10.
A serpent creeps upon my flimsy surface With elegant sinister all knowing purpose Held out in limbo with no thought or meaning Surrendered to the Serpent Being Dark visuals lay upon the mirror master Hair seems to fade heard wicked laughter Green lit for a new dawn old days won't suffice Surrendered to the Serpent Device Spectral mother her face an abstract A vision I conjured some sanity intact Fluorescent fires dreams only dire Surrendered to the Serpent Liar Open cages flooding nightmarish features Cold blooded clowns and the like evil intent Could not see reality none at all Names that you heard weren't your answer to call All in good fun consumed with unknown embrace Watched as I fall and the mind dissipates Spirits kept up despite my ongoing pain But in this hell it's myself I disdain The Serpent bites this bleeding heart stops The Serpent bites this bleeding heart stops Ah Reborn The serpent creeps upon my flimsy surface With elegant sinister all knowing purpose Held out in limbo with no thought or meaning Surrendered to the Serpent Being Spectral mother her face an abstract A vision I conjured some sanity intact Fluorescent fires dreams only dire Surrendered to the Serpent Liar

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Still Shadow's debut album.

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released July 24, 2021

Produced by Still Shadow
Recorded by Will Rock
Lyrics - Jameson Jellison
Mixed and mastered by Jas Nowicki
Art by Billie Buck
Composed and Published by WillRock (ASCAP)

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